Its 7.45 am, and I've already been awake for an hour. I've been browsing job websites, trying to come up with a way to face the giantfaceslapofawfulness that is the job search. Its difficult not to have panic attacks, tearful breakdowns and momentary lapses of sanity. I mean, even Tony Kushner himself told me that he's just been hearing "HORRFYING news" (with that very inflection) coming out of the industry I want to go into. GREAT.